Well it has been around 10 months since I last updated anything on here. Life has been a roller coster for me, a lot of downs but some good ups as well. Currently I am still living in NW Portland and I am loving the life in the city. Being able to wake up to a sun rise over the city is so amazing, I have a wall to wall window in my bedroom that looks out over the west hills so sunsets from my room are fantastic. I am also now pretty darn confident in my driving around the city, I sure do not get as lost now as I did when I first moved up here in August.
I am over half way done with nursing school now! Woot Woot! In fact I have a final tomorrow for the first of my two summer classes. This course has been great, we were finally learning more of the nurs-ie things like IV push meds, hanging IV fluids, catheters, wound care and all that fun stuff. Last semester I had a wonderful course in Psych Mental Health that at some point I will try to put up a post up about my experiences on there cause it was sure a life changing experience.
On the whole I think I am doing better now than I was this fall, for those of you who knew what was going on this will be good news for you. But for those of you who don't maybe some day I will be able to share some of the experiences with you. Once I was finally strong enough to be able to reach out for help I know that road took a split and I was able to start traveling uphill rather than the plummeting path I was on before. The uphill road has been hard and a slow journey but now that I am able to start looking back with a clearer head I can start to see how far I have traveled for the better.
Now I am trying to keep doing small steps of self-betterment to help me stay on the right path. I started working out a while ago and then last week I finally splurged and bought a gym membership. I am absolutely LOVING being able to get back into a pool, the world spins right when I am in water!!! And now that I am starting to see a difference in my appearance it helps with my self confidence and overall self-perception all of which will help keep me going uphill and hopefully not start spinning down again. And drum roll please...I am down 17 pounds! I am supper stoked about it. I still have more to go, but I sure feel good about it.
Well I guess I should post this and get back to studying for my final tomorrow. I thought this would be a good study break and I was right, I am going to have to start this blog up again. I had forgotten how therapeutic writing my thoughts down can be. And who knows, I doubt anyone is reading but at least for me it is helpful so yes, I am going to try to be better at posting things up on here.